Tidor kerana Tension, Tension kerana Tak Boleh Tido

Sekarang dah nak masuk kol 5, gua masih tak boleh nak lelap mata. Gua lelap dari kol 1.30. Langusng tak terlena. Gua semalam ada hal tido lambat, malam ni dia follow sekali plak. Aduuhh, gua tension ni. Layan youtube badminton plak sekarang. Gua ada idea, gua ingat buat susu misti gua ngantuk. Tapi dulu gua layan walkman untuk tido. hehehhe. Kene plak lagu rock kapak, perghhh lelehh arrr bawak tido, misti ngences punya. Agak2 tak jalan layan cromox, hahhahaha, mcm bingit telinga, tapi layan buat tido. Tapi kene best lah dia punya sound, setakat cikai2 walkman tak dapat sound best, at least kasik arrr sony petaling stret.

Esok gua nak runner gi tengganu tolong ayah gua pindah umah. Aduhhh, lagi tension. Keter belom servis. Dah nak masuk 7K Km dah nihh. Tapi gua rasa enjin gua head bengkok la sebab kalau layan push rem enjin cepat2 dia ada bunyi. Ini misti time radiator gua punya hal, time panas ituhari. Agak2 kalau gua suruh adjust tepet bole elok ker?

ADuhh tension nyer gua, dah beminggu tak besenam. Gua tenggelam di dalam lemak gua yang membelenggu. Gua ingat kalau gua bole pegang pemuda satu hari nanti, gua nak buat team bola balik cam time gua sekolah dulu. Team kg punya. Bole gua join sikit2,byk2 tak bole la, larat nko nak kejo budak lepas2 spm. huhuhuhu.

Gua ingat tunggu subuh lagi bagus la, sebab gua dah putus asa nak tido nih.

Subuh

I had terrible problem with my wake up time. I donno why very hard to open my eyes, it was no my eyes actually, but the problem is, i'm even not sedar, what sedar arrr in english..ermm conscious arr. want to spell i also donno. (U know race arrr, like a race car lah.)

The problem when i waking up late is, my subuh gone with time and wind and dream and satan's pig skin etc. And when i late, my working time reduced, my rezeki would be limited and etc. The most problem when i wakeup late is, my wife will ask, what time i did my solat subuh. And i will say at 8am. Yeahhhhh, i'm not proud actually, yeahh mean i'm feel ashamed with myself. I myself should give them a good lesson.



In my opinion, solat subuh always rejuvenate motivation to live in this world. That was my mom said years ago, and i save as memory in my brain with a heart. And now my wife take place to kejut me for subuh just like my mother did old days. I MUSTandWANTandNEEDandSHOULDandCOULDandWOULD WAKE EARLY TO SOLAT SUBUH.

Thanks and credits to my wife and Please don't putus asa to kejut me every morning untill i die. Please don't putus asa. Maybe any advice for me please don't hesitate to put in comment column.



I like this song, but not my favorite. Like the lyrics and guitar.