Friday, July 20, 2007

Semalam yang hangat

Yesterday yesterday, my partner dowan to partner with me again. He left me alone and i swim alone now. You know la my partner who. That man la, not other man, that man la, aiseh u know lor. He got financial problem that i have told him earlier, before this, before we make an understanding or agreement, i told him already. We will face problem, we will short of money, if not today, tomorrow or tomorrow-tomorrow.

I think he got a lot of pressure, maybe his family pressure him, maybe his wife, maybe he can't take it anymore to look his children suffered. I also human, i understand the enough line, but i know he can hold the line for some little time to wait the money come.

Now arr, when i call him he dowan to answer the phone. I confused. I'm not cheating him, but why he left without any news. How can i help him. Using money or using sympathy, or using my tactical brain that not good enough (i know i know myself), or using..ermm.. what.....i dono la friends. If u can give me any recommendation, please.

I hope my friend can read my English now arrr, since i left my hometown at newcastle or Manchester united or chelseclesea ..(ermm i forgot the name of that village la) anyway my english was suck now, maybe forever, but i dowan la until forever i stupid in english. I will improve, someday.

Although i know my english was bad but i can tell in bahasa, because i can't, its to hard for me to publish, he not just a partner, but friends and relative, we grow together like brothers. i;m confused becos sometime i angry with him, sometime i felt guilty (maybe i not give him some infos), sometime the image of his children was very clear in my mind, how are their life now, eat or not, who nursing them while their parent goin to work.

If anybody here know his hp number, please call him and say hi. And let my know. Thanks, friends.

Sunday, July 01, 2007

Kisah Seorang Member

Aku ada sorang member yang menggelarkan/mengisytiharkan/memilihsendiri dirinya sebagai president of loser club. Aku begitu bangga mempunya seorang kawan yang mempunyai blog yang bermutu. Gila banyak trafic. Di antara blog-blog kawan aku seluruh dunia, dialah paling banyak komen yang akan dapat, berbelas2. Giler hebat. Veri niche topik. Ini adalah salah satu contoh kreatif yang aku rasa kurang/takde langsung kat diri aku. Dengan adanya kawan sebegini hebat, maka aku dengan rasminya meletakkan link blog mamat ni di senarai blog kengkawan dengan daftar nama "Pendekar Loser". Sekian dimaklumkan.