Semalam yang hangat

Yesterday yesterday, my partner dowan to partner with me again. He left me alone and i swim alone now. You know la my partner who. That man la, not other man, that man la, aiseh u know lor. He got financial problem that i have told him earlier, before this, before we make an understanding or agreement, i told him already. We will face problem, we will short of money, if not today, tomorrow or tomorrow-tomorrow.

I think he got a lot of pressure, maybe his family pressure him, maybe his wife, maybe he can't take it anymore to look his children suffered. I also human, i understand the enough line, but i know he can hold the line for some little time to wait the money come.

Now arr, when i call him he dowan to answer the phone. I confused. I'm not cheating him, but why he left without any news. How can i help him. Using money or using sympathy, or using my tactical brain that not good enough (i know i know myself), or using..ermm.. what.....i dono la friends. If u can give me any recommendation, please.

I hope my friend can read my English now arrr, since i left my hometown at newcastle or Manchester united or chelseclesea ..(ermm i forgot the name of that village la) anyway my english was suck now, maybe forever, but i dowan la until forever i stupid in english. I will improve, someday.

Although i know my english was bad but i can tell in bahasa, because i can't, its to hard for me to publish, he not just a partner, but friends and relative, we grow together like brothers. i;m confused becos sometime i angry with him, sometime i felt guilty (maybe i not give him some infos), sometime the image of his children was very clear in my mind, how are their life now, eat or not, who nursing them while their parent goin to work.

If anybody here know his hp number, please call him and say hi. And let my know. Thanks, friends.

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Rindu Rinduan

Dah dekat 3, 4 bulan rasanya tak balik terengganu, apa la citer kat ayah dan mak di sana. Ayah aku tu dah la macam tu, sibuk2 nak keje pulak. Tak bole duduk diam kat rumah katanya. Tapi, orang tua selalu berlapik, tak cukup duit ker, nak pakai duit ker, kadang2 kita tak tau dan diorang ni pon satu tak nak bagi tau anak.

Hari2 aku risaukan keluarga aku, makan ke tidak ker, cukup ker pakainya, tapi, rasanya mcm terlupa sesuatu, mak, ayah, mak, uncle, ayah, ibu, apa la yang diorang fikirkan dalam kesibukan aku mencari rezeki. Adakah aku ni anak yang baik atau sebaliknya? aku sendiri taktau. Kalau tanya konform tak jawab dan dalam hati diorang "aperke dungu anak aku tanya mender2 mcm ni, paham2 sudah lah".

Betul jugak, takkan nak tanya. Dulu diorang paham2 ajer bagi kita makan, pakai dan semua kelengkapan. Aku kengkadang takut aku masih lagi menyusahkan dan tidak menyenangkan hati orang tua. Malam2 mcm rasa rindu pulak kat ayah di terengganu. Satu hari anak aku juga akan besar seperti aku sekarang. Nanti anak aku rindu ker tak kat aku mcm aku sekarang, cewahhh, karat plak.

Gua rasa sekarang gua rindu. hakikatnya mmg gua rindu, tapi tak kluar kat mulut. biasa la gua lelaki pemalu. muekekekekkek.

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